i can totally relate to that. this just made me remember, when I was at my GW and technically getting a lot of attention and 'power' if you will, I felt even more terrified then I did when I was fat. there's nothing that makes you feel less in control of yourself than when people like your outside, but nothing inside has changed. its like they own the shell, too. now i'm terrified that I'm always at the mercy of others or the disease
Lol but when you lay down your stomach falls in so it would be even more concave! Mine isn't concave when I'm standing, just almost flat with a tiny bit of hipbone and rib.. But when I lay down it's concave central.
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i can totally relate to that. this just made me remember, when I was at my GW and technically getting a lot of attention and 'power' if you will, I felt even more terrified then I did when I was fat. there's nothing that makes you feel less in control of yourself than when people like your outside, but nothing inside has changed. its like they own the shell, too. now i'm terrified that I'm always at the mercy of others or the disease
I feel ya!
I have the same thing happen to me.. and its just a bump under my belly button.. but damn, its frustrating. I like it when its flaaaat!
Lol but when you lay down your stomach falls in so it would be even more concave! Mine isn't concave when I'm standing, just almost flat with a tiny bit of hipbone and rib.. But when I lay down it's concave central.
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